due to the fact that this is my English blog, no vulgarities shall be used
today we played against SJI, and we f-ing played like a bunch of losers, and because of that, we lost the game. the sji ruggers were bloody nothing, every single interval of 10 mins, you'll see SJI bodies lying on the ground, moaning and crying out of pain, we had the ball possession almost 80% of the time, but due to a few f-ed up errors, we let in two tries and lost with a score of 14-7
if we had tried our best, i have nothing to say. but the thing is, today, the entire team, so bloody screwed up every single little thing, that wasted so damn many chances. SJI has big ass fat forwards, then we were just so damn stupid to keep running at their forwards. there were so many drop balls all over the place, and so many mis-calculated passes. it is not any particular individuals fault, but it is the fault of the entire team. but at the same time, i so f-ing screwed up that it makes me question myself really, what the f is wrong with me.
IF ONLY I COULD HAVE GOTTEN THE DAMN BALL, i could have ran and scored, if only given the chance, i could have done much better and done much more for the team. but today, i couldnt do a shit, and when the opportunities came for me actually do something, the bloody ref screws it up. i passed their try line, and i placed the ball down, it was at the right corner, and after i placed the ball down, the f-ing side judge which was obviously from SJI, claimed that i f-ing stepped out with i didn't, and the ref DID NOT GIVE THE TRY. what the hell is wrong with him, cant he see with his own bloody eyes? i PLACED THE BALL DOWN ALREADY, and i DID NOT STEP OUT BEFORE THAT, that could have been a try for us. even though i can give all the excuses and say the ref is at fault,but if only i was more rugby-drilled, if only i had dived down into their try zone, the chance wouldnt be given for the ref to be biased. and because of that, i screwed up.
and after that, a try was let in on my side of the wing. there's nothing much i can say about it, other than the fact that i know very well that i could have done better. much better.
i've let the team down, again, and faisal subbed me out in the second half. if only i could have stayed, i can jolly well take the ball and run pass EVERY ONE OF THE OPPOSITION, they were NOTHING, their back line sucks totally, i only needed the chance to run. it was a bitter defeat, and a wake up call, our team need to work greatly on our communication. no one was listening to nobody else during the game, i screamed my throat out for an off-load/ an inside pass, and none came.
enough said about the game, there's nothing to be done now, we'll work hard for the next game, everyone need to work together as a team, and i definitely need to work harder myself. i can do much better than this, i am at a much higher level than this, and i know it, many people should know it too.
sometimes it really sets me thinking, i was once a national champion, a national record holder, and it has always been the life of a champion, a winner. and yet sometimes, it feels like i'm a total failure, i cannot accomplish anything. in the past, i totally do not accept being second, it's always aiming for the first, believing that i'm the best.
but what happens now?
have i lost my pride? have i lost my will to fight? where the hell was the determination i had when i was in pri school? this is not the way i'm suppose to be, what the heck is wrong with me man? is this what i want to be? just a normal RI mediocre student with a prefect's title? is it that i'm just any normal person on the street?
NO. that's not the life i want man, this is not the way how i'm meant to be, it's time to regain that pride and confidence, it's time to believe that i'm the best and nothing else, it is time to really buck up. this will be the final time i say it. it'll be all hard work from now on, it's time to get back to the top. time to fix things right.
as for the team, it's time to start working together REALLY as a team, we really need to nail everyone out there, show them what raffles is made off, and it's really time that raffles rugby should go back up to the top. no more screwing around guys. it's serious business now
today we played against SJI, and we f-ing played like a bunch of losers, and because of that, we lost the game. the sji ruggers were bloody nothing, every single interval of 10 mins, you'll see SJI bodies lying on the ground, moaning and crying out of pain, we had the ball possession almost 80% of the time, but due to a few f-ed up errors, we let in two tries and lost with a score of 14-7
if we had tried our best, i have nothing to say. but the thing is, today, the entire team, so bloody screwed up every single little thing, that wasted so damn many chances. SJI has big ass fat forwards, then we were just so damn stupid to keep running at their forwards. there were so many drop balls all over the place, and so many mis-calculated passes. it is not any particular individuals fault, but it is the fault of the entire team. but at the same time, i so f-ing screwed up that it makes me question myself really, what the f is wrong with me.
IF ONLY I COULD HAVE GOTTEN THE DAMN BALL, i could have ran and scored, if only given the chance, i could have done much better and done much more for the team. but today, i couldnt do a shit, and when the opportunities came for me actually do something, the bloody ref screws it up. i passed their try line, and i placed the ball down, it was at the right corner, and after i placed the ball down, the f-ing side judge which was obviously from SJI, claimed that i f-ing stepped out with i didn't, and the ref DID NOT GIVE THE TRY. what the hell is wrong with him, cant he see with his own bloody eyes? i PLACED THE BALL DOWN ALREADY, and i DID NOT STEP OUT BEFORE THAT, that could have been a try for us. even though i can give all the excuses and say the ref is at fault,but if only i was more rugby-drilled, if only i had dived down into their try zone, the chance wouldnt be given for the ref to be biased. and because of that, i screwed up.
and after that, a try was let in on my side of the wing. there's nothing much i can say about it, other than the fact that i know very well that i could have done better. much better.
i've let the team down, again, and faisal subbed me out in the second half. if only i could have stayed, i can jolly well take the ball and run pass EVERY ONE OF THE OPPOSITION, they were NOTHING, their back line sucks totally, i only needed the chance to run. it was a bitter defeat, and a wake up call, our team need to work greatly on our communication. no one was listening to nobody else during the game, i screamed my throat out for an off-load/ an inside pass, and none came.
enough said about the game, there's nothing to be done now, we'll work hard for the next game, everyone need to work together as a team, and i definitely need to work harder myself. i can do much better than this, i am at a much higher level than this, and i know it, many people should know it too.
sometimes it really sets me thinking, i was once a national champion, a national record holder, and it has always been the life of a champion, a winner. and yet sometimes, it feels like i'm a total failure, i cannot accomplish anything. in the past, i totally do not accept being second, it's always aiming for the first, believing that i'm the best.
but what happens now?
have i lost my pride? have i lost my will to fight? where the hell was the determination i had when i was in pri school? this is not the way i'm suppose to be, what the heck is wrong with me man? is this what i want to be? just a normal RI mediocre student with a prefect's title? is it that i'm just any normal person on the street?
NO. that's not the life i want man, this is not the way how i'm meant to be, it's time to regain that pride and confidence, it's time to believe that i'm the best and nothing else, it is time to really buck up. this will be the final time i say it. it'll be all hard work from now on, it's time to get back to the top. time to fix things right.
as for the team, it's time to start working together REALLY as a team, we really need to nail everyone out there, show them what raffles is made off, and it's really time that raffles rugby should go back up to the top. no more screwing around guys. it's serious business now
posted by Luwei | 11:04:00 PM
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