okay so it has been long since i blogged last

going to search for a new blogskin after i blogged this post


hmm, there've been a few things that's on my mind lately/today, and life is so freaking boring

and stupid indonesia and their smoke, and singapore's all hazy now, WHICH might be a good thing, since school might have holiday due to haze, i hope it does lah

okay, back to point, i've been thinking about life

what's the purpose of life? whole day long friends around me are stressed over results, because eoys coming, everyone so bloody stressed over it, what's the point man =.= whole day people's life revolves around studies, we study to get higher marks, after attaining higher marks, we study to get even higher since we must always aim higher, then if we cannot get higher than we previously gotten, then we would want to study harder and get higher, there are more meaning to life than studies. you study hard, you get into JC, you get into UNI, then you dunno do what after that, you become some emoployee of some company/BIG company, then you work your asses off and then you earn money, and then you die. then you whole life revolves around something so restricted, stressing yourself out, that's probably the future i see out of most of my friends.

why do we live? is there a purpose to fulfill? dun answer me with religious replies, coz i'm a free thinker and i dun believe in all those... things. we live, we work/study hard, we get rich, we die, then what? what's the point of working so hard, and in the end still die the same way as someone who didn't really work so hard, and enjoyed life the way he wants it? what's the point man, life's boring... >.<

and also, i realise that being in raffles is really headache, and being in GEP is even worse =.=

well, in RI now GEP is going to merge with SE, and some retard in gep is having this retarded petition against the merging of GEP and SE, i dun see what's his problem, why is there a distincitive line between SE and GE? i think i would belong to the SE side more, coz seriously, in GE, there are full of self-centered people who couldnt simply do a shit =.= not refering to all lah, but MOST, of course there are also some good friends in GE which i know of. however, once it comes to exams everything really changes, every single person is mugging their brains out, just perhaps to get one or two marks more? some may argue that it's the will of their parents, com'on, how old are you?still 5? or 6? shouldnt you have your whole opinion already and stop blindly listening to EVERY single word you parents says? sometimes you need to get your parents to see things your way, tell them what you think, and discuss with them what you want, stop being controlled by your parents already

friends. i realised that i need to get more friends, coz on the weekend, i couldnt find anyone to go out with. sigh... what are friends for man?

oh yah, and mark asked me to blog about him, here is the convo

Mark said:
blog about me : D
ME said:
what about you?
mark said:
i dont know!
mark said:
I AM A BLOB OF JELLY
ME said:
why a blob of jelly?
mark said:
i am jelly.
mark said:
that's nothing to question about that =x


so yah, blogged about you already x)


today didn't do much, went for tuition, wanted to go out, no one to go out with (why's everyone studying =.=) so came back home and slept the whole day, what a waste of time!

hmm, that's about all bah, cant really think of things to blog about xp


okay shall go do something le, BYE BYE