Mugging day! (and stuff)

today i didn't go school, coz had flu since like yesterday, then today morning woke up then still got flu, then i remembered that the deputy head master or some of quite high authority said that if you're not feeling well, then stay at home, so i stayed at home lor x)


anyway, EXAMS STARTS TOMORROW, hopefully tmr during test i wont have running nose or flu or anything, very irritating one =.=

tomorrow's papers are lit and chi, which i both have yet to start mugging, so going to spend the whole afternoon/evening mugging them, there isn't really much to mug, so i think should be able to finish de lah =)


and i've finished watching the whole of "full metal alchemist" anime, personally i feel that it's a relatively boring-er anime compared to one piece and bleach, the show is rather slow moving, but it's more meaningful, and there're lots of questions and themes for one to think about, you should watch it if you're those erm, philosophical ones x)

anyway, recently i've been thinking about stuff again (i'm always randomly thinking about lots of stuff)

why do people like insulting each other so much? i kind of think that lsh was right yesterday when she said that it was very wrong to call people the four words which she stated, one being bastard, 2nd stupid, 3rd retarded, then i forgot what's the fourth already... i dun deny that sometimes i do insult people too, even though i'm trying not to, but it's just that, the insulting terms unconciously just slips out, for example when someone does something stupid, it kind of become natural for one to say "you retard" or "you stupid idiot" or stuff like that. and that is indeed very sad, being in this kind of environment/atomsphere, all of us are just influenced by each other to do the same, and just keep insulting everyone else, so whole day what we hear are insults after insults throwing all across the classroom, what's the point man? even the good friends insults each other whole day long, then what has friendship become already?

so from now on i will try not to insult anyone anymore, if there's one less person insulting people, then there's one less influential source to influence others to insult people, and therefore i hope that the insulting will stop bah


next is about vulgarity, i've become very vulgar indeed, and it is bad. mainly i would say it's due to the influence, in primary school i've never used the F word, not even once, however once i came secondary school, everyone else is using it, and you'll hear it at least once a day, and you spend many days in school, sooner or later it just becomes a habit, a part of you, to use it too, WHICH IS BAD! and partly it's also my fault for being influenced so easily, so sometimes you really need to stand strong to what you believe in x) therefore, i shall declare that i will not use so much vulgarities anyhow anymore, although there're still cases where i think it's reasonable enough to use to vent out your anger or something, but i won't be using it in random conversation with no specific purpose, like what most people i know are doing



and lastly, mr mustafa has taught us for two years, handling us, a bunch of troublemakers for TWO YEARS, so i believe that we should come up with something to give him? all 2J people, lets make him something as a farewell gift as well as wedding gift x)


okay, long post already, shall go mug, post again later or tomorrow x)