my mom's back from a two months business trip, awesome =)

i'm now in the senior class of muay thai, great fun =)

asean dance night wasnt exactly that bad, neither was it very good =/

i dont think i'll be going tennis for the next 1.5 months due to studies =(

death race is one of the awesome-est action movie there is, Natalie Martinez (lead actress) was damn hot in the show

i just woke up not long ago, and having a headache, i think i've slept too much

twilight is a nice book =)

i had the intention to change my EMO blogskin today, coz i was in a good mood =) then it didnt happen coz i got lazy and could be bothered to mess with all the html stuff, and pranav was talking to me about something magnificent on msn =/

damn, nvm, it's the thought that counts =)


There is something happy in everything sad.
There is something to learn in every failure you have.
There is something to love in every person you hate.
There is something to laugh every time you cry.

There is something about you in everything i think.

For people who are going through a reflective state of mind, check this out:

what-others-think-of-you-is-none-of-your-business

damn, i am so becoming a mugger =/

sometimes it sets me thinking, i've got my goals in sight, i've got my targets to achieve, i know what to do to achieve them, and i know i am capable of achieving them, but are the sacrifices made to achieve those goals worth it?

somehow i am much happier last time than i am now, when studies wasn't at all of the top most priority.

maybe it's coz of the endless CCTs we've been having since like 3-4 weeks back, or maybe it's the dreadful math CCT that's coming on wednesday, and the chinese prelims tmr...

haii, and after which there's still the eoys in oct, how am i going to survive?

just endure two more months...

today we had this career guidance talk thing by a few external speakers on career paths such as medicine, law, entrepreneurship, DJ, architecture and many others.

the ones that i went for were medicine, entrepreneurship and lawyer, and i have decided:

First, i'll take bio chem math econs in RJC. a definite H3 in econs and maybe a H3 in chem.

then, i'll go into medicine, and be amongst the 250 out of 2000 applicants to successfully pass the interview.

after that i'll go NS and be a medical officer.

after i come out of NS, i'll go into the medicine faculty, to study and practise for 5 years. in the process i'll be a trainee, then advance trainee, then consultant, then senior consultant.

then i'll set up my own specialized clinic of plastic surgery in the private sector, spearheading in this field in Singapore, creating numerous miraculous perfections.

and eventually i'll set up my hospital and buy my Ferrari =)


this, definitely sounds like a good plan.
contingency plan if that doesn't work out: become a toilet cleaner.

but all in all, it starts with the 3.80 GPA at the end of this year.

one more try, focus on that last sprint, and break the 3.80 barrier

finally finished English oral defense. need to add in some animations and that's it =)

i'm not doing very well, not at all....damn

and i thought you should know better than the rest...

physics test tomorrow! followed by English oral defense on Wednesday, then Chem OBA and bio cct on thursday

next week chinese prelims and math integration CCT, RI is out there to kill us.

Failure is the key to success. Everything mistake teaches us something.

If there is going to be ONE history paper that i will score full marks this year, it will be the one i did today =)

did okay for math, i think, NEED to score for the TA, haiii....

physics and bio coming up, english oral defence next week, endless waves of work that just keep coming and coming

The essence of life is to be happy. and i seem to be lacking that at the moment

update

finally completed RE! like, 100% absolute completion. high chance to win congress =)

Done chem cct, bio cct-like paper. did awesomely well for chem, reasonably well for bio, everything's cool

TMR: History CCT and Math TA

status: studying now

i miss whom i used to be

As we walk pass that fateful place, was it just a coincidence... or was it meant to be?

Dare to love...

this is going to be the last post for a long time... *note the hiatus in the post below*

anyway, the hiatus status is quite sudden, so i thought need to kinda explain myself. basically, EXAMS are coming! and secondarily, I SCREWED UP my results up to this stage, so conclusion, I NEED TO get almost FULL MARKS for everything from now on. that, is hard. REALLY hard.

so in order to achieve the impossible, i'll go into a mugger mode and study like a jeremy tan (mugger), and score higher than him for everything, so to do that, i'll be off on MSN, blogs, facebook, friendster, whatever, until October, see you then =)

btw, one random thought today. you know the 991 incident all the way back? out of the three planes the terrorists hijacked, only passengers from ONE plane struggled with the terrorists and made it crash into some random plot of deserted land (rather than the pentagon), that makes me wonder, what were the hundreds of people on the other two planes doing? DON'T they have the guts to just fight against the terrorist? with whatever it takes? it will be a meaningful death, and they would have saved the lives of many people. it seriously makes me think about, what the heck were those people doing?

"Let me live a meaningful life, or grant me a meaningful death." -Me

because it is better to love and fall, than to never love at all.

HIATUS

August - October

hey dude, you know what, i've had enough of your bullshit crap rumours already, even since we knew long time ago, there've been incidents of you being a backstabber and talk so much shit that isnt even true. and i've always overlooked it and treated you as a friend. IF whatever you say is true, go ahead and say it, i've got nothing to hide.

but if you fucking make up bullshit and start telling everyone, i dont care if you made it up yourself or someone else told you about it, i cant really accept that my FRIEND is talking behind my back, spreading untrue rumours and merely trying to stir up trouble. you always exaggerate your fucked up stories, which 80% are merely what you think happened that made it seem interesting and people would wanna listen. you know what? fuck you, dont make me the subject of your fiction.

enough is enough, if i ever hear ANYTHING from you again that's untrue about me, i will go fuck you up, and our friendship will be over.

some people are just not worth trusting, some guys are just bitches

i think this blog skin is too damn emo =/ maybe i should change one soon

anyway, today i feel very disappointed in my friends. some guys gossip more than girls, and they like to spice things up and talk cock about things that are totally1.none of their business 2. not true.

and this is exactly how rumors start

but then again, if you look at it, and you know that the rumor is not true, what was being said was actually quite hilarious, so maybe that's why some brainless bastards like to talk about it =/


sometimes you think you know a lot of things, but trust me, you dont know a shit

singfest today was pretty good overall. i personally think that the best two performances are one republic and jason mraz, and it's like 1 am now, school tmr, wtf =(

i may pon sch though, havent really decided yet, coz going to mg investiture first thing in the morning, then if i feel too shitty after that i'll just report sick and come home =)

that's about all, will upload some singfest pics tomorrow =)

i've been taking way too many things for granted, sorry

MY RACKET STRING SNAPPED!

and right before that erik (tennis friend) was asking me why havent my string snapped yet, coz i've been using it for super long. then 15 mins later it snapped =.= so just left my racket with coach to go restring it, the new string should be better =)

anyway, SINGfest tmr! shall go sleep soon, whole body aching man, i think i've been exercising too much this week =/

good looking guys are always not trustworthy? interesting conclusion...