yay, i realised just now that today is public hol, so no guitar lesson, haha, can slack x)

today has been a FUN day x)


went skating at east coast early in the morning at 8, meaning that i woke up at 7, which means that i'm sleepy now, but that's not the point x) skating has indeed been fun, today being my second time to skate on land, i managed to get more used to my 2 days-old purchased skates, however, due to the HARSH and TOUGH training session we had yesterday, my leg muscles were aching all over, so basically couldnt really go fast today, at most only can do about 80% speed for 30-50m, which is kinda slow and lousy, but i got to practise more of control today lah, can do a bit of braking and turning, and some switching leg here and there, generally quite fun lah =)


then got this old ah bei, ehh, 50+? then he think he very cool, can skate very well (but actually my standard only?), then went to my mom (who was struggling to skate), and offered to teach her how to skate, 4 sessions for $150, which was crappy =.= he trying to scam my mom, what a ripoff lah, then my mom, she was actually blur enough to decide to consider learning from him, i was like, omg... >.< i most likely can skate wayyyy faster than that old uncle man, but my mom say i cant teach =.= so she need a proper teacher o.0 anyway, up to her to decide lah


and one saddddd thing, my skates, i kinda chose the wrong one, coz the wheels for this skates are all 90mm, which is like, gigantic >.<>.< haii... nvm, next time when i become more pro le then maybe can consider buying another set of smaller wheels xp


then AFTER skating, went to cathay to watching SILK with celene x) the show was not bad, it's more of emo than scary, about some ghost who refused to go die, and eventually involved some gross killing (okay, not THAT gross, that explains the PG rating), and yeah, that's about it, not really scary lah...


so that's about it, i'm home, and tired, and leg very suan, and sleepy, and havent eaten dinner (but ate lunch at 3 so not hungry), and have to go guitar later, and TMR still have training!!! >.< siann lah, dun want to go training...

oh yes, one more thing, after reading blogs from a few (very few) individuals, i suddenly remembered that we're changing class next year xp


hmm, so lets re-evaluate my evaluation on my class just now, i shall be nice too! =)


well, there are definitely irritating people in my class, but it has been quite fun two years too lah, this is largely because other than the boring boring group of the class, there's still another group of screwed up bo liao angsty people in the class (guess which group i belong to), so basically, we get to fool around almost all the time, during lessons or not, so cant deny that there has indeed been FUN times x) there had been MANY exciting incidents happening over this past two years, and according to our form teacher, we're the most "well-known" class in the entire level among the teachers in the staff room, so yah, we had indeed "achieved" a lot ( driving the teacher out of class altogether in two years about like, 10 times? dunno, too many to remember) of course there had been a lot of disputes too lah, where the two distinctive groups clashes, but that's where the excitement come from isnt it? =D


but on the other hand, i dun mind changing class, and given the info that we'll be merging with express (mainstream) next year, it'll be even better =) however, many geppers are against the idea of merging (i can understand why, how's people like bryan going to survive???), i dont see what's the big deal lah, just that most geppers will be greatly discriminated againsts, based on one experience when somebody from my class entered into a certain express class, the reponse was " get lost lah, you f**king geppers!!!!!!! sooo, i predict next year will be even a FUN-er and EXCITING-er year =)


in conclusion, no regrets of leaving the current class, i would rather change class than to remain in the same class for another year x)

woah, i'm sad man =( after knowing the impression i've created in my 2-year-long fellow classmate's mind is some wild cat on steriod waving in a shop window =(

ahhhhhhh, so sad, now i know what kind of impression i have portrayed of myself man, oh man, this is total sadness, heartbroken, depressed, in distress, dying... =( at least link me with something cooler lah, like erm, a MONKEY x) then kenneth's impression is a retarded cat on steriods =( this is sad man...


ANYWAY, today had our first training in erm like two weeks, and i just so happen to be blur and forgot my contact lense >.< which resulted in me dropping the ball two times, and might cost my position as a winger =(

POST note: (ehh, and due to some reason, blogger screwed up and i forgot what i'm suppose to type here, this is what's left of my original post)-------->all my classmates are either firstly, mugger toots who have no life, secondly, have life for retarded things but no time for sports, thirdly, sportly declined, so it's relatively difficult to find someone to hang around with you know =) coz all they do are mainly, 1. dotaing, 2. ATTEMPTS to flirt with girls, 3. fooling around purposelessly, 4. mugs (and yes, even after exams, mugging for next year man) xp so yah, my overall view on my class =) and this is precisely why i cant find people to go out with, because my social circle is small, and within the small social circle, are mainly boring people =(


that's about all i have to say bahhhh, my blog is dying....... and i'm lazy to type xp

wednesday, thursday friday x)

modified my blog template a little x) now it looks nice and BIGGER x)

and i realised, when my blog is active, my tagboard is dead, and vice versa >.< then nowadays so few people tagging, boring..........


anyway, the past 3 days had been fun, coz it was nearing the end of exams/and end of exams, so i started fooling around already


on the second last day of exams, which is wednesday, we went skating, me and thomas. coz our paper on wednesday, and due to the fact that it's a science paper, so it ended super early at 9+, and the paper was quite easy lah, physics and general science, including atomic bomb and microbial fuel cell, and since the last paper was math, and there's nothing much to mug, so me and thomas decided to go skating! x) and the skating rink that day, was filled with pro hockey skaters from 1 onwards, all those PRO pros, which were all super pro, and i felt super inferior with them around, coz all of them can do all the complicated and fanciful and cool tricks, then i cant do anything xp

anyway, so i just skated around, and thomas left at 2+ coz he suffered from a leg cramp xp and i just skated around the rink alone, but skating alone is very lonely, coz it's like, everyone else in the rink is skating with someone else, then you're the only lonely soul there, very depressing leh! so go skating with me! xp i skated till about 4+ then stopped, coz feet were frozen and wet and getting frostbites, so stopped lor, then before i left there were some TV people filming the hockey skaters, so there was like more than 10 hockey skaters skating around getting filmed performing all kinds of tricks, quite cool x)

on thursday, i went skating again, this time with half of my class x) see my influential power =D anyway, it turned out that they people would went were divided into 4 groups, first group being the non skaters who cant really skate, such as 1. clarence, 2. biquan, 3. sean, 4. weixiang, then second group being those who can move around on the ice, which cant really be considered as skating, which consists of 1.junlin, 2. Lennard, then be third group being 1. thomas, 2. David, 3. Jingxiang, these three are those who can skate and looks like they're skating xp and the last group, would be me alone, who was simply above everyone else there lah x) *BIG BIG EGO* =D


and on friday, went to watch movie with phoebe and phoebe's friend gayle x) watched at cine in orchard, two movies back to back, scoop then prestige, scoop was a crappy show, but prestige was super nice, everyone should go watch x)


today, i slacked, and everything has been boring

yay! i'm in a good mood now, coz mom agreed to buy me a new pair of roller blades ( my old pair is from like dunno what ages ago, totally sucks now) and agreed to go skating every weekend after the CT xp


i've already been capable to skate properly with style on ice, so now it's time to try roller blading! x) yay! =D shall master the art of roller blading in no time after i get my roller blades, haha, very excited to try already xp and might be ordering it online coz those product in singapore are over-inflated and probably sucks compared to the online ones x) shall go into greater detail after the CTs =)


PS: i'm going to start revising for sci now, LOOK AT THE TIME >.<

finished the history paper today! x) it kinda made be worried about it beforehand coz as i left the textbook in school, and that was pretty much whatever that we were tested on, and nope, i didn't go google anything, but instead i decided to go to school today morning at usual time to mug for about 1 hr++ before the paper starts, as today's paper was at 10, then originally i was planning to reacha t 9.30, but went to school at normal time instead to mug xp

so anyway, THE PAPER WAS EASY AFERALL! x) and i believe i wrote the most in class, mainly coz i usually crap a lot de xp so yeah, i think i should be able to get full marks, if not, 1 or 2 marks away from full marks, but around there =)

tomorrow is the 2nd LAST paper, science. tested on physics and general science, i havent start mugging for it yet, shall mug soon, but before that, i'm super sleepy, dunno why, maybe coz i just came back from math tuition at 6 and used too much brain power for hist today, and math tuition, so not very tired =.= so i'll go take a nap first, sleep until 8 or something then mug =) WISH ME GOOD LUCK! =)

oh yah, and i'm going skating tomorrow after my CT =) with thomas, and maybe junlin xp

haii... it's 8 now and i havent mugged for tomorrow's history CT

anyway, today's geog CT was screwed up xp didn't mug enough i guess, it's just not my style to mug so much, laziness i guess xp anyway, shouldnt be that bad lah, out of 30 should be able to get around 22-25? so yeah, will probably get 3.2 for geog overall, got 3.2 last semester too, so doesn't hurt that much


and i've started watching a new anime, DN Angel is very NICE! x) and my blogskin char is Dark from DN Angel, quite cool x)

shall go mug for history now, but the thing is, i dun have my "Understanding Our Past" which basically what the whole test tomorrow is about, die man... i think i'll go google some results bah, haii... go mug le, see ya! =)

just finished mugging geog, i rock okay, mugged the whole thing in 1.5 hours x)


tomorrow will be my geog paper, 3rd paper of the entire end of year CT, and 2nd day of the eoys, 4 more days (including tomorrow) and i'll be free! free like a bird =)


quite tired now, so i'll go to sleep soon, but before i go sleep, i would like to address the one of the past post which i've blogged about, the one about finding the meaning in life


i've been thinking about stuff, again, as usual, then one of these days, i suddenly realised the answer to my own question. is it really like what clarence has said, that finding the purpose of life is really purposeless? maybe it is not meant to be found?

however, i disagree, i've thought of this one fine day (i think was yesterday), when this idea suddenly pops into my mind(i think when i was watching this love show or something), that the meaning of life, the reason to live, is nothing but love. you see, people come to this world, due to the effects of love (which involved sex of course), and once you're into this world, you're given love, it is the love from your parents that kept you alive and made you grew into what you are, so then, why to we live? we live to repay the love which our parents had given to us, not only that, but also we live to love people, and be loved. this is why most people in this world cant stand loneliness because they have no one to love and dun feel loved, love is an crucial part of one's life, in fact, life is no longer life without love.

love comes in many forms, firstly, friendship love, this is where friends come in, everyone need friends, to share joy and laughter, they make our lives meaningful and fulfilled, you would protect a close friend out of love, and so would he/she protect you, maybe even in life threatening situations, in a sense, it is this love which drives people on. secondly, there's even a stronger love, which is romantic love, the love between the two different genders, and this love is even stronger as there are people who love each other so much that they cant live without each other, this love literally gives reasons to people to live. and lastly, family love, this love is the greatest of all, as it's given unconditionally, and it'll take you a life time to repay, this is the love that started life, after you get married, romantic love would be transformed into family love, you 'll love your wife/husband, then your children.

we study hard not only for ourselves, but it is also due to the obligations to repay our parent's love, and therefore we study hard because they asked us to. after we study, we work hard, this is also out of the love that you would want your family to live a better life, so basically, your life is driven by love, and it is love that gives you importance, that gives you a purpose, and gives you a goal. if you do not love others, then there's still the self-love where you would cherish yourself, and make life better for yourself, which is also another reason to live and work.

people commit suicide mainly because they're out of love, they have no one to love and they've lost their importance, this is why you see teenagers jumping down buildings because their girlfriends dumped them or something.


there are also people who claims that they live for a religion, for a god. but likewise, they're living for the love of the god which they have, so in my opnion, still, they're living and driven by love.


and in life, we should really cherish those we love, and those who loves us, afterall, that's what that we're in this world for, that's what differentiates us from plain animals, and in turn, we'll be able to cherish life and live a purposeful life =) we're born into this world to love people, not only refering to BGR that kind, but between people, between friends, and by doing that, we can then enjoy life and not be depressed or whatever the whole day long xp

and so yah, there is a purpose and meaning to life, as well as why we live, afterall =)

haha, this is really a long post, and what i've stated in the above is generally applicable to the majority, although in some personal cases whatever i've said doesn't really apply, but generally i think it's true bah, and it's purely my opinion and my feeling, you're free to disagree =)

and now it's late, i shall go sleep, wish me good luck for the paper tomorrow! =)

hmm, slowly i'm beginning to feel the pressure/stress of the exams which is less than 12 hours away

especially due to that i just finished studying english (meaning read merchant of venice ONLY ONCE) and have yet to begin with chinese, had been playing games and watching animes, i need to have more self-control =.=


and I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING FOR CHINESE >.<

haii... luckily it's chinese though xp shall go do some mugging for chi now...

Mugging day! (and stuff)

today i didn't go school, coz had flu since like yesterday, then today morning woke up then still got flu, then i remembered that the deputy head master or some of quite high authority said that if you're not feeling well, then stay at home, so i stayed at home lor x)


anyway, EXAMS STARTS TOMORROW, hopefully tmr during test i wont have running nose or flu or anything, very irritating one =.=

tomorrow's papers are lit and chi, which i both have yet to start mugging, so going to spend the whole afternoon/evening mugging them, there isn't really much to mug, so i think should be able to finish de lah =)


and i've finished watching the whole of "full metal alchemist" anime, personally i feel that it's a relatively boring-er anime compared to one piece and bleach, the show is rather slow moving, but it's more meaningful, and there're lots of questions and themes for one to think about, you should watch it if you're those erm, philosophical ones x)

anyway, recently i've been thinking about stuff again (i'm always randomly thinking about lots of stuff)

why do people like insulting each other so much? i kind of think that lsh was right yesterday when she said that it was very wrong to call people the four words which she stated, one being bastard, 2nd stupid, 3rd retarded, then i forgot what's the fourth already... i dun deny that sometimes i do insult people too, even though i'm trying not to, but it's just that, the insulting terms unconciously just slips out, for example when someone does something stupid, it kind of become natural for one to say "you retard" or "you stupid idiot" or stuff like that. and that is indeed very sad, being in this kind of environment/atomsphere, all of us are just influenced by each other to do the same, and just keep insulting everyone else, so whole day what we hear are insults after insults throwing all across the classroom, what's the point man? even the good friends insults each other whole day long, then what has friendship become already?

so from now on i will try not to insult anyone anymore, if there's one less person insulting people, then there's one less influential source to influence others to insult people, and therefore i hope that the insulting will stop bah


next is about vulgarity, i've become very vulgar indeed, and it is bad. mainly i would say it's due to the influence, in primary school i've never used the F word, not even once, however once i came secondary school, everyone else is using it, and you'll hear it at least once a day, and you spend many days in school, sooner or later it just becomes a habit, a part of you, to use it too, WHICH IS BAD! and partly it's also my fault for being influenced so easily, so sometimes you really need to stand strong to what you believe in x) therefore, i shall declare that i will not use so much vulgarities anyhow anymore, although there're still cases where i think it's reasonable enough to use to vent out your anger or something, but i won't be using it in random conversation with no specific purpose, like what most people i know are doing



and lastly, mr mustafa has taught us for two years, handling us, a bunch of troublemakers for TWO YEARS, so i believe that we should come up with something to give him? all 2J people, lets make him something as a farewell gift as well as wedding gift x)


okay, long post already, shall go mug, post again later or tomorrow x)

lol, how funny is this? xp oh man, i'm going to hell xp


Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Greed is the mortal sin that has done you in. Just below, discover your full sinful breakdown and learn what it is about you that codemns you to hell.

Greed:	Very High
Gluttony:	High
Wrath:	Very High
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	High
Pride:	Very High

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

Newly made new skin! x)

yay, new skin completed le =)

took me kinda long xp due to the little time i had, i simply took the layout of some random blogskin, then merged with this pic from another blogskin, i like the pic ^^

TAG and tell me what you think of this skin x)


ANYWAY, i was very fustrated last night, coz it took me like 30 mins find a suitable skin, then i used it, then stupid biquan come and say "why you using same skin as me" =.= why you never tell me you use that skin already! then i had to change lah, coz dun want to have the same taste as him xp

so i searched on, then CANNOT find any suitable skins which i like already, so i decided to edit and make my own, then i took this nice and cool picture, then was late already, so went to sleep with an have-undone blog =( anyway, finished it today =)

additional note, i DID NOT choose this skin coz i'm feeling depressed and morbid, neither do i need to be "saved from some shadow", so yah, dun come thinking i'm feeling like the end of the world is coming xp i simply like the pic and the design i made, even though i dunno where the pic come from, haha x)

okay, there's one this i feel like talking about, you know every morning i take this private bus to school, then RECENTLY (for the past two days), spencer and his GAY friend whole day TALK non-stop in the bus okay, they talk from the moment they get onto the bus, till we reach RI. and guess what they talk about? MAPLESTORY!!!!!!!!!!! (if i didn't hear wrongly lah) firstly, it's outdated, secondly, it's a waste of time (which i've wasted my time), thirdly, they're probably lower level than me coz they're still talking about how to fight jr. balrog =.= i dun really care if they talk about it somewhere else, but they're sitting either RIGHT beside me, or somewhere near me, then with my listening to ipod and trying to catch up on my sleep, they're talking so freaking loud and not trying to soften their voice even though they're the ONLY ones talking on the entire bus =.= inconsiderate idiots =.=


okay, that's about all i'll blog for today, just finished two chi "xuan ci tian kong" thingys, and one "chang wen suo duan", still left one "chang wen suo duan" and one chi compre... all overdue though xp hai... shall go do work now, blog again tomorrow! =)


IMPORTANT PS: if anyone needs to call me at any point of time for any purpose, DO NOT, i repeat, PLEASE DO NOT call my HOUSE phone, but call my handphone instead, coz i NEVER use my house phone one, and i get very pissed when someone calls my house phone coz lazy to go answer, and i never go pick up one, so unless you want to chat with my grandma, if not, call my handphone =)

NEW SKIN! x)

****IMPORTANT: New skin in the making, so dun comment on my blogskin yet (esp colour contrast blah blah blah, i have yet to fix it)

prefect =) RIPB =)

haha, as i blogged about yesterday, today they announced the RIPB results x)

and guess what? i'm a prefect ! haha =D expected, as well as unexpected, for a lot of people =)

and today, i realised the PRESSURE on myself now, and the restrictions i've put myself into,, coz since i'm finally a prefect, guess that i'll REALLY have to behave already?

no more sleeping in class, no more talking back to teachers, no more fooling around, no more shouting all over the place, no more illegal games/activities in class, no more eating in class, no more smsing during class, no more this and no more that

must be more careful about conduct, must tuck in shirt, must hand in work on time, must work hard, must not slack, must be not get into trouble... omg... >.< basically have to be a new person with a new image man... otherwise i'll get sack

so shall begin my new day tomorrow! x) must be super aware of myself already lor, conduct and everything... freedom is just a word in the dictionary from now on... =(


okay, now lets talk about the GOOD parts of RIPB x)

i got a new badge! =) from the NOMINEE badge, to the current PREFECT ELECT badge, and if i manage to not get sack until prefect investiture, i'll get a newer badge, which is the COOL prefect badge! =)

have to really maintain high standards already x)


moving on to other topics, today we had 3 free periods, like 3 out of 6 of the lessons are free periods, and the 3 lessons are, science (where we listened to presentations on atomic bomb, me and weixiang were talking crap at back of class), CLE (slacked), and music! (played guitar) x)

SUPER SLACK DAY TODAY (a total waste of time) due to the absence of our lit teacher ( 2 lit lessons) and our math teacher, one math lesson, so a total of 3 lessons x)


okay, on the fun note, this is some lame joke i've been talking about lately, if you havent heard it

what does a black cat say to the white cat when the black cat saw the white cat on the zebra crossing with the white cat standing on the white line, and black cat standing on the black line?

ANS:MEOW! (tell me if you hear them say anything else okay?)

and there's a second part, if you wishes to know, ask me personally x)

and lastly, I NEED TO GO AND DO WORK ALREADY, got 1 lit essay, and soem chi overdue crappy work which needed to be done, see ya! =)

today was fun! =D


went skating first time is like, DUNNO HOW LONG OKAY! i miss the feeling on ice x) and i greatly deprove lor, basically didn't do much today lah, just regained the feel on ice, and didn't improve much xp so the whole time was trying to erm, remember what i used to do, haha, i never skate in 2 weeks already leh, SO LONG! and it was fun lah, i fell down once while trying to do cornering xp but it wasn't that bad, after eoy i'm going to skate 2-3 times every week! x)


okay, then i got back home not long ago, so i on my com, then got new email alert, so i clicked open my yahoo mail, and saw this email with this subject,

Subject: RIPB ELECTIONS RESULTS

so i finally thought they're going to tell us the results ( they told us that they'll tell us last week), then here is the actual email,

Hi guys,

Please meet at Seminar Room 7 at Junior Block during lunch for the release of the elections results. Thank you.

Jiahao,

Human Resource Department

my first reaction was like, WTH =.= he purposely go put the subject then NATURALLY people will think they'll put the result in the email right? then the message is like that! wah lao, cheat my feeling! xp

anyway, i seem to be getting a flu, die >.<


and i got to do CHINESE COMPO and CHINESE COMPRE >.<>.< next time i shall learn not to procastinate so much (i had the whole of yesterday but didn't feel like doing) xp


okay shall go do work, and i'm hungry, so shall go look for food too! x)


PS: those who want to arrange activities for after eoy, ask me along okay! x) tell me if you want, i arrange also can x)

okay so it has been long since i blogged last

going to search for a new blogskin after i blogged this post


hmm, there've been a few things that's on my mind lately/today, and life is so freaking boring

and stupid indonesia and their smoke, and singapore's all hazy now, WHICH might be a good thing, since school might have holiday due to haze, i hope it does lah

okay, back to point, i've been thinking about life

what's the purpose of life? whole day long friends around me are stressed over results, because eoys coming, everyone so bloody stressed over it, what's the point man =.= whole day people's life revolves around studies, we study to get higher marks, after attaining higher marks, we study to get even higher since we must always aim higher, then if we cannot get higher than we previously gotten, then we would want to study harder and get higher, there are more meaning to life than studies. you study hard, you get into JC, you get into UNI, then you dunno do what after that, you become some emoployee of some company/BIG company, then you work your asses off and then you earn money, and then you die. then you whole life revolves around something so restricted, stressing yourself out, that's probably the future i see out of most of my friends.

why do we live? is there a purpose to fulfill? dun answer me with religious replies, coz i'm a free thinker and i dun believe in all those... things. we live, we work/study hard, we get rich, we die, then what? what's the point of working so hard, and in the end still die the same way as someone who didn't really work so hard, and enjoyed life the way he wants it? what's the point man, life's boring... >.<

and also, i realise that being in raffles is really headache, and being in GEP is even worse =.=

well, in RI now GEP is going to merge with SE, and some retard in gep is having this retarded petition against the merging of GEP and SE, i dun see what's his problem, why is there a distincitive line between SE and GE? i think i would belong to the SE side more, coz seriously, in GE, there are full of self-centered people who couldnt simply do a shit =.= not refering to all lah, but MOST, of course there are also some good friends in GE which i know of. however, once it comes to exams everything really changes, every single person is mugging their brains out, just perhaps to get one or two marks more? some may argue that it's the will of their parents, com'on, how old are you?still 5? or 6? shouldnt you have your whole opinion already and stop blindly listening to EVERY single word you parents says? sometimes you need to get your parents to see things your way, tell them what you think, and discuss with them what you want, stop being controlled by your parents already

friends. i realised that i need to get more friends, coz on the weekend, i couldnt find anyone to go out with. sigh... what are friends for man?

oh yah, and mark asked me to blog about him, here is the convo

Mark said:
blog about me : D
ME said:
what about you?
mark said:
i dont know!
mark said:
I AM A BLOB OF JELLY
ME said:
why a blob of jelly?
mark said:
i am jelly.
mark said:
that's nothing to question about that =x


so yah, blogged about you already x)


today didn't do much, went for tuition, wanted to go out, no one to go out with (why's everyone studying =.=) so came back home and slept the whole day, what a waste of time!

hmm, that's about all bah, cant really think of things to blog about xp


okay shall go do something le, BYE BYE